It's a mean mind makes a nasty Devil's playground

.. and mine has been verily uncooperative lately.

I'm trying to remember what makes me like this person, in order to become more of that, and less of the panicky freak I too often feel. As is, I'm pretty bored with the same old craptraps goin' off in my head. It's not like I can't see 'em coming...

I've, most definitely, lost my place .. .

The trick is to get it back again where and how I want it. Without all the semi-conscious superstitious head habits.

Simpler Way
(a ditty in D)

I don't know
when it happened first
Think maybe
in your arms

I can't say for sure

It always hits me
when I'm lookin' down
Not sure
where I am
Then all of a sudden
there I am

There's got t' be
a simpler way
There's gotta be
a simpler way
yeah, yeah
x2

Love potion
that would make it work
Forget it
that won't work
I wish it was
I wish it was that easy

Frustration
builds within my heart
Forget it
that won't work

It keeps comin' around

There's got t' be
a simpler way
There's gotta be
a simpler way
yeah, yeah
x2

Well, I'm hangin' in
I'm doin' alright, yeah
I'm doin' fine
{fucked up, insecure, neurotic and exhausted)

I don't know
when it happened first
Think maybe
in your arms

Maybe time
will tell
yeah

I gotta figure out how to make an' post my own mp3s. Jeez, I hate computers. ;-}

And maybe I'll quit smokin' this summer. {SIGHHHH} Yeah, that'd work.