American pathetique

I remember reading where the singer/lyricist of Stabbing Westward, the band who does this song, once had a restraining order issued against him.

I was never even remotely that out of control. No matter how much I could relate to the emotion in the following.

I Remember

do you ever wonder where
we would be if we had tried
a little harder
it seems like yesterday
that we were making plans
for the future

but its been so long
since I mourned the dreams
those dreams we left abandoned
and I'm haunted by your face
and the memory of your kisses
sweet kisses

do you remember
I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
do you remember
I still can't forget your touch
we swore that we would never end
we knew our love transcended space and time

as memories separate
the ghost of what we were
is fading
but there is no more pain
which is funny cuz that night I was dying
I was dying

Now I don't mind thinking 'bout
the girl I swore that someday
I would marry
and I can't forget her face
and I can't forget her kisses
sweet kisses

do you remember
I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
do you remember
I still can't forget your touch
we swore that we would never end
we knew our love transcended space and time

(musical interlude)

do you remember
I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
do you remember
I still can't forget your touch
and how we swore that we would never be alone

do you remember
I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
do you remember
cuz I still can't forget your touch
and how we swore that we would never end
we knew our love transcended space and time
we swore that we would never end
we knew our love transcended space and time

Do you remember
GOD I remember so much...

... I can't forget her kisses ... {sigh}

Gadz..! I'm 40 freakin' years old. I wish I was over being so... so pathetically moved by that kind of song. More to the point, I want so much to find someone for whom the memories described about the early days of that relationship will always hold true. I am alot of silly things, but a playar ain't one of 'em.

{BIG-SIGH}

Oh well, maybe some Radiohead will cheer me up.

heheh {sigh} {-;